morning fog

[vuzh]

woke up left handed.

i even dreamed that i couldn't breathe.


...also dreamed that Jay Yancey had tricked caerie into eating a freeze-dried aborted foetus,
and that she was so impressed with the trick, that she let him shrink her entire body, and afterwards, they were cavorting - shrunken together - in a castle made of lego.

obviously a dream of inadequacy,
Jay Yancey was a rich pretty boy who was taller, smarter, richer, better looking...
he was universally hated, but that didn't stop him from being better than everyone.
fucker had an entire recording studio in his house when he was sixteen. his.

spoink.

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[twistedzen.livejournal.com]

the first two lines of that post are intense.
like from a song or poem of lament.

I don't know Jay Yancey, but if I see him, you want I should kick'im in the teeth fir ya?

[chaizzilla.livejournal.com]

the dream also seems to indicate her falling for cons of dubious 'benefit' or 'safety'. was the emotional content of the dream inadequacy or concern for caerie?