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i would like to heal.
we're having real problems with this.
my appetite has virtually vanished,
and my belly and head and kidneys ache, and i have no strength.
i've been sleeping too much.

we decided to drive down to Lyons to get the mail today, and we drove around some pretty parts of the area. we would like to buy a house there.

we visited caerie's mom in Pinewood Springs.
we took a walk, because we decided it would be a good idea to walk and not be looking for her body.
we still haven't found any sign whatsoever. she just vanished.

it's rained significantly every day this week.
the stream is flowing again in Pinewood. it's black and sooty from this year's fire.
we found a lot of Fairy Ring Champignon's in caerie's mom's yard, so we harvested them. maybe we'll eat them tomorrow if my appetite is better.

i have no joy.